You will never know how I feel now,
at this moment, a moment, where my world stops
When ever the tears seem to pause on my face
There are so few times in ones life
When every thing ceases
When one emotion completely consumes you
For me, it is sorrow
Sorrow for myself, my past, my future
Sorrow for the world I live in.
Who knew, humans, greatest of all God's creatures,
Are capable of such evil.
That our race can kill, rape, punish the innocent?
Is it to prove our strength, our brawn?
Or are we people so bonded by hate, our only release is to make others hate
as well?
I feel sorrow,
for the children of my generation
The unwanted, lost, confused
The punished
We feel real pain, that is shoved in our face every day
In the very air we breath
We are all too fat, stubborn, stupid, even too smart
We are all dreamers for tomorrow
We are convinced perfection, the ever changing perfection, is our savior,
our only way out.
I feel sorrow
for the alcoholics, drug users, cutters
They crave a release
Because they failed to be what their family, friends,children, society
Thought they should be
I am every one of these people
I am one of the outcast, i am labeled, destined to fail
I am a statistic, lost cause.
A person wanting to kill
A child begging for guidance
a cutter bleeding for release
I will never be more than me
Society will not accept me
for this I feel sorrow
tonight, someone will murder,rape,punish.
Tonight a child will continue to starve,Stand their ground,study harder, try
to fit in, dream of perfection.
Tonight, some one will pass out drunk
Try a new drug
bleed
Tonight,I will cry
Stay awake, wondering why
Try to think of a plan
I have felt the true pain in this world
Pain that shadows the beauty
giving us a glimpse of what we are destroying.
But you will never know how I feel now,
at this moment, a moment
When one emotion completely consumed me
 
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