she clouds my vision
when she brings tears to my eyes
she takes me over
although she never tries
even when she touches me
i feel like I'm not seen
and even when she whispers
i feel that i must scream
she tells me things
that I've never heard before
she comforts me when needed
but she still leaves me sore
she drives me crazy
til I'm reaching for a knife
and it always seems
she's trying to ruin my life
although now i get it
i sometimes get confused
but i know we were unhappy
cuz we both were being used
you're one of many others
that treated me this way
and i still don't know
why i didn't push you away
i haven't seen you in forever
and sometimes forget your name
but the way you made me feel
will always be the same
 
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