I think I use to be stronger;
today my heart's on my sleeve.
I don't know how I got here
and I don't know how to leave.

I've had friends all around me;
today I am all alone.
I don't know one that knows me,
all but strangers are gone.

I use to think I was lovely;
today I dislike myself.
Don't bother wishing to change me,
just wish I was someone else.

I use to learn from my mistakes;
today I will simply fall.
I don't act without wisdom,
I am not acting at all.

I was fighting for something;
today I'm tired and worn.
I don't want to keep trying,
there's nothing worth fighting for.


5/16/2006
 
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