I wish i felt alive.

without chemicals.

to feel the sun glistening on my face.

to feel the rain on my fingertips,

and mud between my toes,

to feel the warmth of real love.

i'm too young to feel this way,

like there is nothing left for me.

i feel like i've lived a lifetime of sorrow,

but never truely been alive.

I'm old and tired.

I'm fragile..and i'm wearing down.

here i must die...alone

is this really my fate?

 
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