You lifted me up

So high

You made me smile and laugh

In the times I shoulda cried.

You were there for me

When my world was gone

You always encouraged me

That soon I’d move on.

You gave me your hand

When I felt alone

I knew I’d always have you

Never on my own.

But that was then

And this is now

We all of a sudden separated

Never really knowing how.

Now I’m fighting this battle

That I have deep inside

I’m praying you’ll come fine me

You use to know where I hide.

I’m stuck in this darkness

And cant find my light

Off loving someone else…

With all his might.

I miss you Ryan

And all we had

It hurts to breathe now

It makes me so mad.

I thought I hated you

A part of me still does

But then I have to stop and think

……cause…..

You were there for me

Everyday

You saved my life

In every way.

You broke my heart

But you made me see

I need to trust myself too

And the soul inside of me.

You taught me how this precious world

Can change so very fast

A friendship that shoulda been forever

Suddenly, did not last.

I miss our jokes, our hugs

And your eyes

How you’d comfort me always

On your shoulder I’d cry.

I feel so lost

A giant part of me gone

I’m trying to forget you

But its kinda hard to move on.

Words wont describe

This pain I feel

I thought we had something

I thought we were real.

But I’m lucky I had you

For as long as I did

I cherish our everything

Growing up as a kid.

I want you to be happy….

A smile forever

I’m happy when you’re happy

Even if…we’re not together.
 
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