My heart yearns to be with you,
My brain screams no,
This is when I turn blue,
And feel at an all time low.

I know that its not possible,
I know you don't see the inevitable,
I guess you don't see the potential,
I wish it was all avoidable.

The truth be told,
I mean what I say,
I don't mean to be bold,
But I hate being this grey.

My heart was shattered before,
I wasn't even this close,
I am scared even more,
And now your giving me the hose.

I don't know what I'll do,
But it has to be quick,
I am breaking apart the glue,
That is allowing my heart to still tick.

I guess I need to step away,
I don't mean to step on toes,
I wonder if there will be another day,
When I will finally be the one you chose.

I guess I will always be second best,
As bad as I hate being that,
These thoughts will be hard to lay to rest,
And I hope you will find me where I am at.
 
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