it's that feeling again
i know it so well
it makes my stomach turn
and my throat swell
it's been so long
since I've acted on this
and to tell you the truth
it's something i miss
i want it so bad
but it'll make things worse
and no one ever understood
when i called it my curse
it takes over everywhere
till i can't take it anymore
and i pick up the razor
and let my blood hit the floor
i need to talk
but only you are around
so i went to bathroom
and guess what i found
that shiny piece of metal
that was my best friend
she helped me so much
now look whose back again
just one more time
i promise it wont be anymore
but that one doesn't count
it wont even be sore
i know i said only one
but it's not enough
it's hard to get deep
since my skin is so tough
please don't stop me
i know that I'm wrong
but i really do need it
it's been so long
this will be enough
you can take her away
i promise i won't
please believe what i say
i don't care if you're scared
no you can't tell anyone
what the hell is your problem
you're not any fun
wait come back
please don't go
this isn't that bad
they don't need to know
you know what they'll do
they won't leave me alone
they'll put me away
and won't let me come home
why are you doing this
i thought you were my friend
i told you just this
and never again
it's not a big deal
please don't tell
i guess i should've known
this would make my life hell
 
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