I hate this.
It used to be so easy.
Can I please forget your name?
Can I lose myself to who I was before I came this way?

I hate this.
Our heartbreak will go unseen.
I have to blink tears away.
I have wrenching pains from simple thoughts I will think everyday.

I hate this.
All these cuts are never clean.
You are dirtying my shame.
You are the cause of jealous thoughts and the maker of my blame.

I hate this.
I wish someone had told me.
There is no way to explain.
There is no way to clarify the complexity of pain.

I hate this.
I wish that you would hate me.
I will always be this way.
I will always wish that I had known you'd never feel the same.
 
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