Trapped in an emotional rage of love
Deep dark chocolate desires forces me to do as he pleases
The puppeteer on his fingers as he manipulate my every emotion
Drinking his toxic nectar forever changing the man within
Releasing seeds of destruction into the mind of a woman who once was

Thinking on my own has turned into your opinion being my last words
Reality is the dreams you paint out of the life you expect me to live
Left to support your wants and forget my needs
Days longing for just a hug from the master of my mentality
But mischievous gestures from those close to you forces the shell to grow
tighter

Strangling in the dark hours of the night
afraid to sleep because of the absence of presence
Rest broken by drunken rage forced on innocent pleas for forgiveness
Undeserved consequences left as a reminder on the face of those in fear
Love for you allows me to hide behind cosmetic appearances

Dancing in my head when you are not around
Pounding on my heart with words of neglect
Crushing my dreams with wishes of death
Taking my love as I lay unconscious
Robbing me mentally emotionally and physically

There is no light in the world of my marriage
The darkness falls on the days I am left curled in the closet bruised with I
do’s
If I had the strength to leave, I would probably stay
Those dear to me love the one who has stolen everything from me
Trapped in a life that died before it lived
Trapped in a mental confinement
Trapped in a cage with the door left open…………………………

 
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