Trapped in an emotional rage of love
Deep dark chocolate desires forces me to do as he pleases
The puppeteer on his fingers as he manipulate my every emotion 
Drinking his toxic nectar forever changing the man within
Releasing seeds of destruction into the mind of a woman who once was 
Thinking on my own has turned into your opinion being my last words 
Reality is the dreams you paint out of the life you expect me to live 
Left to support your wants and forget my needs 
Days longing for just a hug from the master of my mentality 
But mischievous gestures from those close to you forces the shell to grow
tighter
Strangling in the dark hours of the night 
afraid to sleep because of the absence of presence 
Rest broken by drunken rage forced on innocent pleas for forgiveness 
Undeserved consequences left as a reminder on the face of those in fear
Love for you allows me to hide behind cosmetic appearances 
Dancing in my head when you are not around
Pounding on my heart with words of neglect 
Crushing my dreams with wishes of death 
Taking my love as I lay unconscious
Robbing me mentally emotionally and physically 
There is no light in the world of my marriage 
The darkness falls on the days I am left curled in the closet bruised with I
dos 
If I had the strength to leave, I would probably stay 
Those dear to me love the one who has stolen everything from me
Trapped in a life that died before it lived 
Trapped in a mental confinement
Trapped in a cage with the door left open
 
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