I separate my mind from body
then detach my heart from flesh
try living my life a man with a hollow chest

truth is i'm defined by this scar
it keeps me from hurt and out of love
but is it whats right for my soul

its not even her fault i caused this
my heart drunk with anger never to return sober
love life my personal relationship with the word is over

this scars so strong that sometimes just sometimes
my mind freezes and my pen shuts down.................
.......................then at just the wrong moment i come back around

i run from right because of it and hide in wrong
on me its equivalent to the deepest cut on the softest skin
its a fear that controls my movements from within

to anyone who has been effected by my scar i apologize
this apology comes from the deepest part of what use to be my heart
but now stands as a separate entity torn apart

hopefully it'll heal one day but surgery wont work
no band aids or medicine can fix a scar caused within
or maybe it wont heal its a permanent scar
the fact that its there for me was the beginning of the end!!!!
 
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