After all this time i cannot figure out
how not to think of you.
but the nightmares haunt me of what you
put me through.
true, the bruises fade but the pain
remains the same.
you have filled my heart with nothing
but agony and shame.
i feel it was my fault because i
was to blind to see,
how much i loved you and how much
it was hurting me.
after all this time i still remember
how you kept me so afraid.
i will forever have a hole in my heart
that you my dear have made.
 
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