Why

Why must we change?
Is it because of me?
I came out and because of me now we must rearrange?
Is this how it should be?

Ever since mom died you died!
I am alone!
You couldn't hear that I cried?
I was alone and now I have been thrown
Not just by emotions but by you as well
I fight to strive and I'm fighting the cyclone!
I don't have a dad it hurts like hell!
I am still alive
You treat me as if I'm dead!
I am just a ghost to you so see right through me
I have been ripped up all I have left now is a little shred
I want to have my dad back I plea
I pray every night to get you back!
I just wonder on how all this came to be
My tears will become a puddle
My heart will just fall apart
All I want to do is huddle
I don't even need a heart!
I will turn into a robot for him
I will stop to praying for him to come back
I am thinking as I lie that my light is growing dim
So I crawl into the blackness
Where I belong!
it's not like you cared anyway
It won't be long
The whole world is gray!
I will be gone one day!
 
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