Can I ever be freed from this curse?
That has gone from the bad to the worst,
Can I now just succumb to this hate that I feel…
That is strangely no longer here.
Is it true that I am in love?
Is it true that it is you that I wish?
But how can I?
And how could you?
How could you steal my heart?
And let it fall apart
Like that?
And just smile at me and chat?
How could you trade me in…?
For my own blood and kin…
As if she were better,
As if she was more…
Than I could ever be…
And now that I’m shattered and torn,
She laughs at my timely demise…
You laugh along with her…
Unknowingly…
Your condolence is just a disguise.
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