The window is open but the curtains are closed
I don’t want to watch you leave, it’s enough to know.
I just want to hear the car pull away,
You’d only make me feel worse anyway.

I sit and I watch the dots on the ceiling
Part of me thinks I should feel sad about you leaving
But deep in my heart I know such better,
If you stayed I’d only be hatred fodder.

So I remember the times when I thought we were happy
The times I thought that I was just too sappy
That nothing was wrong, it feels better to know the truth
That you aren’t just headstrong, and I’m better without you.

You bitch, you moan, inside I want to explode,
I just wanted to be the princess who kissed the right toad.
So I feel better already, just knowing you are gone,
I feel so much better that I want to sing a song.
But I won’t for fear that you might hear me,
Damn it I didn’t get rid of your power over me!

Please let go I just want to be freed,
Being free of you is all I need.
So take off this oddly charming spell,
I just want to move on and find someone else.
I just want to be without you,
I know you’re bad for me, I just want my heart to know.

 
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