I am not who I pretend to be
My life is a lie
A lie covered with simplicity
But really it's quite complicated
I've seen the world at it's ugliest
And now every good thing has been jaded
Many untold secrets lie deep within
Covered, buried, hidden
I live in constant paranoia
And you're all out to get me
I keep everything I care about locked away
If I love you, I hide it.
I won't let you see that you mean everything to me
For fear someone will take you
Just like they take everyone from me
I am not safe, I am not free
I am a prisoner of my own damn self
And I have swallowed the key
I sit here watching, waiting
For someone to save me
But of course, they don't
No one ever even gets close
So I write these words
In a matter of urgency
Won't you please save me?
 
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