Go away.
I don't want you here anymore.
It's all gone and not the same.
I can't stand to be near anyone.
I don't want anyone.
Watch me from far away.
Don't come near me.
I use to believe in false hopes and dreams.
The day you came along.
I gave up on everything.
I no longer care.
I don't want to remember anything.
Cause every time i do.
I just break down.
Don't come near me.
I don't want help.
I'm lost and broken.
Inside my own world.
I play back memories.
The good times and bad times.
They won't seem to fade.
I've tried to forget, but they keep coming back.
Laying awake at night thinking.
Sometimes i wish to cut them all out.
But it's all i have anymore.
I don't want death anymore.
I'm tired of only counting on one thing.
Wishing on one thing.
Life is unwanting.
But what more do i have.
I stand in a room full of people unnoticed.
I'm the person in the back, standing by the corner.
Not wanting to be bothered.
I cast myself away.
Cause i don't want to be around people.
Watch as i fall to pieces.
My body decomposing.
I'll back away from it all.
Run away from it all.
Just to be left alone.
It's all i want.
Is to be left alone.
No one to bother me.
But they keep coming around.
Shadowing me.
Watching me every move.
Awaiting my downfall.
I promised to only live to be 16.
I planned to take my life.
To be gone forever.
But i can't do that.
I won't leave.
Without saying goodbye.
I'll leave it all behind.
Everyone I've ever known.
Anyone who ever cared.
All to be left behind.
I wish nothing more that to leave.
But i won't cause i can't.
I will live on till my dying day.
I'll be here.
For them.
The people who care.
The one's who keep me here.
The ones who i love.
The ones that have not left.

Till then..
I'll wait.
It's not my time to demise.
 
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