Today would have been our anniversary.
and everything would have been perfect.
Everything else has been, except for one key factor
there is no you.

I know I will be great today, just as I have been
just as I was yesterday and just as I will be tomorrow
But I will not be extraordinary because
there is no you.

I know it's not the end of the world.
And I know all you want me to do
is get out of your life.
But all i can think about is us,
but there is no you.

You said, "Make me miss you"
I know this is not the right thing to do
to be writing you when all you want
is to forget me.
I can't stop thinking of the happiness we had,
what we could of had, but that's just the thing
there is no you.

There is no you, therefore there is no us.
There is no you, therefore there is no love.
There is no you, to warm my toes.
There is no you, to cook with,
to sleep with, to clean with, to pick scabs off,
to dream with, to grow with, to learn with, to adventure with,
to dance with, to laugh with, to sing with, to tickle, to M.M.M with.
no.
There is no you.
It's just me.
Living one day at a time.
Praying that one day,
you'll find stability and that you'll embrace it
that it will bring blessings into your life
that it gives you everything you've ever wanted
even if it means i lose you forever.

I honestly and truly love you
and it hurts me to say it
I wish we could be together,
but again, that's why it's a wish,
they never come true.
I wish we could be beautiful again,
I wish we could make everyone want to be happy like us,
like how we used to be, like how i want to be,
with you and only you.

I hope that you see that I'm genuine
And not some love sick psycho little girl
I was never love sick.
I prided the fact that I was your girl.
I tried to do everything
so you would never have to leave me.
But you did, and I look like some dumb joke.
I don't care what people think of me.
God knows who I am.

I am a daughter of Eve,
I will carry the weight of what she had done
for the rest of my life.
I am a servant of God
and even though sometimes i am selfish
I will always humble myself to him
I am a sister to the world
I am the person that will do anything
scratch that, everything!!
for the people I love.

even if they don't love me back.

 
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