Fake a smile
Give a laugh
Things like these give me a rash
I can't mean things I truely say
I know they haunt me at the end of the day
You tell me I'm depressing
And that I am always obbsessing
Over all the little things that don't matter

You act like you understand
Yet it's all a part of your twisted plan

I looked at my sleeve today
And I realized that my life was never okay
I just want my childhood back
I want to know what happened to that
I used to be so fucking happy
But now it's a lie I feel so crappy

I remember the year it all came crashing down
When all these events made my happiness drown
All the backstabbers
They made it so clear
They proved to me
Never be sincere

I never thought I'd be the one
That came crashing down
In this world, true trust is none
I hope you know I plan never to visit
Because this town has always made me sick
Sick with pain, sick with fear
Sick with knowing the end is here.
 
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