The thought of you stays in my head,
Even when I sleep in my bed.
Before the dreams where great,
But now they are nightmares that I hate.
I use to wake up and smile,
But that's been such a long while.
These days the dreams of you wake me in tears,
as if they contain all my fears.
Its been a couple of months now,
Still I wonder how.
I could not see what you really were.
I thought that it was love for sure.
My own love for you clouded my thoughs,
All most as if I had one to many shots.
But now that I've pulled the vail from my eyes,
I see that I feel into one big lie.
That you were only playing games,
I was just a wild horse you wanted to tame.
But all in all,
you ended up taking the fall,
I told you u were my first,
But I just used you to quinch my thirst.
The thirst of lust,
You were only dust.
just like a frame in a movie,
You were just one of many.
The best part is I was the one who cut the ties,
Rather just sit back and watch you die.
Even though I still miss you,
What I did was long due.
Saying goodbye to you.


 
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