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Old Self
01/22/2009 @ 12:31am
By:
designerskyline

From the beginning, I thought I had you on the string of my mind
But then something happened and you walked away
And now I'll never be able to love again.
I want you to know that you were always the one to me.
I wanted you like you wanted me but I guess that’s never coming.
You told me you liked the picture, the way I smiled in it.
Friend requests and messages later, we started making sense.
I wanted you to get to know me.
Like the person you thought I was.
You called me up at midnight, talking just for nothing.
You said you liked my laughter, the shyness I guess appealed to you.
It wasn’t until that I finally met you, that I knew that it was all fake.
You lied to me, you told me nothing was right.
I wanted you to see the true me, but instead you saw nothing.
I told you my secrets, my truths, my thoughts, and all of that shit.
But I guess that didn’t matter in the end.
Now you’re just a faded memory of what we used to be.
And now you’re just another fucking memory of my old self.

I remember that time in the park.
That time when we hung out and walked around the city
You knew that I was the one for you and I was right too
We had fun, we had some good talks.
We got to know each other on a personal level.
You sang to me, you took my picture.
And now all of that is just memories to me.
You left me there by myself and you walked away.
I felt hurt, I felt betrayed.

Now I wish that I could just turn back time.
To the time before I met you, before you got in my mind.
And I could erase all of it.
And I’d be a happier person now.;
Instead of a faded stupid loveless fucking wreck.


 
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