Take a second to look into our past
Back before we knew anything and you didn't put me last
I can remember that smile that has faded now
Your light was slowly dying I wish you'd tell me how
Yes I believe you are telling me lies
Because honestly it wouldn't be a surprise
I want to believe in you
But I just can't find the truth
I'm trying to forget that you existed in my life
But not a day goes by that I don't try
Sometimes it's hours sometimes minutes but you're always here
I don't think it's possible to shed another tear
I feel like I've given you everything I've ever had
But I would still give you more, all you have to do is ask
How pathetic is it when my phone rings
I pray to God it will be you, what a stupid thing
I know you probably really don't care about me
But your my bestfriend, the only person I'm dieing to see
Everyday that passes kills part of me more
And it hurts even worse when I try to shut that door
I just don't know what to do
You were a part of me and I thought I was part of you
If this is how it ends well my life's fucked
So I'll go get a beer and get really drunk
Because then I'll forget at least for awhile
And right now I would love to smile
So cheers to you as I take another down
I don't know maybe I'll see you around
So here's how my fairytale ends
You on drugs, me really drunk, and us no longer friends
 
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