I woke up this morning
Feeling something new
I went on to school
But the feeling only grew
Sat down for lunch
But I didn't eat
I went back to class
And took my seat
The feeling didn't go
I was getting paranoid
"Was it starting to show?"
"Could everyone see?"
This day was different
I wasn't being me
I wasn't happy
I wasn't sad
I wasn't scared
But I was very mad
I didn't know why
I was angry at the world
And I had forgotten how to cry
I went home at 3:00
And went to my room
I layed in my bed
Exploring my doom
"Was I that girl?"
"The one called a slut?"
They really don't know me
Thats why I cut
They don't know anything
When it comes to pain
The hurt that makes you
Slice open your vein
How could they judge
When they don't even know
How it feels to bleed
'Til your feelings start to show
They're not my concern
I have no remorse
My trust must be earned
 
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