I sit here in a darkened room
I sit here with my head hanging down
Afraid to show the face
That you made so ugly
I sit here on the floor
Rolled up in a ball
Afraid to show the body
That you made so repulsive
My hair covering the eyes
That you turned grey
My heart now Armoured
No longer letting people in
Afraid of the hurt
You took my trust, My love
Willingly and scornfully
Throwing it away
Alone and Afraid
I sit here in a darkened room
Afraid to let the world see me...
...I turn on the lights
No longer sitting
No longer afraid
I want to let you know
Your words are weapons
You can take what you want
And leave the rest
I want to let you know
Your words can no longer break me
You did it once
But you'll never do it again
I stand here in a room
With the lights on
My hair pulled back off my face
I'm bearing it all
I want to let you know
I am beautiful
As is all Gods creations
You nor anyone else will ever take that away
My heart will heal
And my trust will be restored
But my love for you has gone
Just like all the days I spent
Wanting and needing you acceptance
With all the things you've done to me aside
I want to let you know
I'll forgive
But I'll never forget
Your words are weapons
 
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