I know you look at me and see this sweet girl ,
But my life is full of lies , hatred , and confusion ,
Look into my eyes , and you will find ,
That tiny little sparkle of sadness i have every single time ,
I cry , cut , and scream ,
I love , write , and dream ,
You will never know who i really am ,
I hide who i am with a smile for as long as i can ,
Every single day is a constant struggle ,
Im always getting into trouble ,
I just want to go back to the way i used to be ,
Because this monster i've turned into , isn't really me .
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