Sometimes late at night
as I lie here in my bed,
million thoughts
run through my head.
No matter how hard,
how hard as i might try,
I lie here asking,
asking myself why I cry.
I'm crying for
all the love I have lost,
as I look back
at all it has cost.
I'm crying for everything,
everything that went wrong.
I'm crying for everything
that happened for so long.
I'm lying here crying
for all the pain that I feel.
I lie here wondering
when my heart will heal.
I cry for all those times
that you looked into my eyes,
because now as I cry,
all i see are your lies.
Now as I cry,
for all those happy times,
I realize I couldn't,
couldn't read between the lines.
I cry again
for all the of fights,
the fights that left me
crying in the night.
What I cry for most of all,
is everything about you,
everything I never saw.
The day is coming,
when I will cry no more,
Because I've found my strength,
and I'm shutting the door.



 
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