I wish I wouldn't have fought
For a love like this
That I never have caught
Why was it like this?
It's not what I thought
Is this life?
I see all these people
Living in strife
They say, "You make your own fate"
But I don't believe it
Why would we choose to live with all this hate
We do all these things
We live and perpituate
All this greif
Then wonder why
There's no more belief
In a world full of sin
I'll take this knife
And pierce my skin
Am I just as bad?
Or is it ok
To be this mad?
You say I'm "demonic"
You say I'm "insane"
Or could it just be
A life full of pain
They say, "You have so much to live for"
But I'm just so tired
Of living being poor
It hurts deep inside
It pains me to the core
As I sit here
Watching my blood Drip to the floor
I wonder why
I have to be so sad
I ask God
But it makes me so mad
To know that he's listening
But he will not help
I cry in my bed
I scream and I yelp
Wanting his love
Feeling all these fear
Of this life that I hate
I cry all these tears
But I'm keep on trying
For a few more years
 
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