After all this time I've spent
trying to light a spark
Hoping he'd see me
but I've been running in the dark

And it seems I'm under some deep spell
To be in love and unable to tell

She can make him smile but she doesn't deserve him
She'll tell him lies just to reserve him

I don't know how this could be
He's choosing a liar over me

But I want his happiness before my own
I'll keep quiet and I'll stay alone

I won't be selfish
I won't lie
There's nothing to him I've had to hide

Sure I can't tell him how much I care
But he knows I'm always there

We'll both spend time
And it isn't for free
Couldn't think of why he just couldn't see me

When you say "best friends" it means a lot
But when you're with her the term is shot

Ive been trying so hard
He helped let down my guard

Now it's building back up
And I can't take this for much longer
 
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