Nobody knows that behind my smile
Lies a broken little boy
One who is fragile as glass
And can’t hold on to any joy.
Nobody knows that my heart is beyond repair
And that is kills me everyday
To know that the one thing that is keeping me alive
Is the one reason my pain will stay
Nobody knows that trust
Is the one thing that I don’t know
It’s so hard to let people close to me
And it’s harder when they go.
Nobody knows that the guy I want
Is the guy that I let go
Only because my friend wanted him
And I just couldn’t tell him “no”
Nobody knows that I’m mad at myself
For being the one who always sacrifices for others
It seems like it’s always me giving up something I want
One after another.
Nobody knows how afraid of love I am
Because it hurts much more than hate
I will never be completely happy
Not going at this rate.
Nobody knows how desperately
I want to escape this life.
Nobody even knows me…
Nobody but my knife….
 
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