We walk around as if there’s nothing going on.
As if there’s nothing wrong,
With what your doing to me.
An estrangement that’s not meant to be spoken of.
I dig down deep to find the strength I was sure I had.
But the only thing I grab hold of are the broken pieces to my heart.
How could you ?
How could leave me and know it would be painful to face?
How could you let me go, after all I told you I wasn’t able to cope with?
We shun each other out, pretending not to be aware that the other is in it’s
shadow, and slowly force ourselves to forget.
You go on with all you have,
But I go on empty.
There never was a happy ending,
Just a story,
Whose page’s were abruptly ripped out.
And as the pain gets worse each day and chokes up everything I wanted to
say,
I feel the will to live no longer a wholesome beauty.
Because I was and still am in love with you.
I’m still yearning for you to just come back and make all this distress go
away.
Days never come to a close, when the only thing on my mind is you and what
you couldn’t leave me with.
It’s hard.
Seeing you around and knowing that I’m not part of your world anymore.
It’s almost too unreal.
So before this feeling gets any closer to my sanity,
Exclude me from the pain and kill me.
Because if there’s nothing I can do to win back your heart,
Then I don’t want to live at all.
But for some reason I'm still here breathing.
 
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