Dragging along an empty street
I prayed that no one’s path I’d meet
To be alone, on a night so cold
Was my only hope; but dreams unfold
I saw her there, huddled by a fire
Shaking and shuddering in drab attire
As I approached, she could only smile
Said she’d been waiting for quite awhile
That’s when I felt the lump in my throat
As I fell, she gave me her dirty coat
I looked at her through blurry eyes
Begging to hear anything but sweetened lies
She put both hands around my head
She pat me on the cheek and said
“Young child don’t you cry no more
Depression's no way to win this war
Your journey of love has just begun
Lift up your heart, for death’s not won
All you need’s time and time you’ve got
The battle’s done, and well you fought
Time to move, learn from your fears
Stand tall, look up, wipe away those tears
Always remember just who you are
That thought will always get you far
What you deserve is a simpler task
Freedom from that pitiful mask
And I hope one day you’ll finally see
Just how beautiful you can be
I hope one day you’ll finally know
And allow your own true self to show”
I looked back up, no one was there
On my own I’d have to bear
My regrets and demons and throbbing pain
The things that no longer kept me sane
I heard her voice again in my ears
“Time to move, learn from your fears”
I nodded once, refused to be beat
And against all odds, was back on my feet.
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