Because I didn't’t want to go down that road again…


I didn't’t want to be there anymore

I fought my hardest to break down those walls

And you’d just hurt me again like you did before

The whole time believing you’d never let me fall




But then the world around us came crumbling down

And the only thing you really cared about was your own tragedy

You never even heard her heart break.. You didn't’t hear a sound

Too jaded to see that there was so much more right in front of you, hidden,
Stalking you and lurking from within the irony




And all this time I thought I knew

But I’ve never been more wrong

Those walls you built to cover your shame, were built around me… they
Were never meant for you

You built those walls to keep in my pain because your addicted… my pain
Makes you strong




She’s been no more then a prisoner in your life

But she never even had a clue

And in the end, it took the world crashing down around her to finally make
her
Realize she was blind

But how was she to know? You stole her sight so long ago, there was
Nothing she could do




You convinced me to tie myself up and beat myself down while you had me
In that diluted state of mind

You had me believing I’d get what I deserved, and that I deserved the pain

Too many times you’d drug me up and toss me down that bottomless rabbit
hole

You’d take everything I had, only leaving me enough air to sustain




You left her in that cold, dark hole until her body had succumbed to the
torture
And agony.. And just as she gasped for her last breath of air, you clutched
her by her
Heart and drug her out by what little was left of her soul

You had it all down, you knew she was fine… her hearts still beating, a
little
To slow, but she’s not dead

It was all figured out, it was the perfect crime

Just leave no bruises nor scars nor cuts to mend


 
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