In true love, I now believe
But my fucked up problems are threatening you to leave
I have constantly hurt you and I apologize
It hurts so bad when I see the pain in your eyes
When it comes to hurting you, I would rather die
Please don`t let me lose him, I pray, looking up at the sky
I know that I am trying, but I also know it`s not enough
Finding the help I need to fix this can be so rough
I would die for you, always put you first
I want to be one of the best things in your life, not the worst
I always think of how strong you are for sticking by me
All I want is to show you how good life with me can be
I always let my anger take control
And thinking of the people I hurt makes me feel so low
I wish I knew how to make things right, instead of wrong
Why is figuring this shit out taking so damn long
I know that I have fucked up alot, more than I want to admit
But I know I have to face it to get help with this shit
Never again do I want to see or feel the pain I have put you through
To prevent that, I will do whatever I have to do
If you decided to leave, I hate to say it, but I would understand
But I promise you I will fix this, I know I can
It hurts so bad knowing you wanted to leave before
I will never be able to handle you just walking out the door
Please trust me that I will fix this
Because I never want to know what it feels like to lose you Chris
 
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