These feelings I have are false illusions,
Just transparent, hopeful intrusions,
Into my heart, betraying my mind,
They are not real, but I am blind
Blind to the truth behind all the pain,
Was it my fault, am I really to blame?
Or was it your lies that I refused to see,
Your manipulation over someone like me,
I was deaf to the warnings inside of my head,
Numb to the pain from the places I’ve bled,
And been wounded because of your deceit and lies,
I begged and I pleaded for your love, I cried,
Now I move forward and leave you alone,
The game is over, and the pain is gone,
Even with the regret, I thank Goddess that I can see,
You never had any real control over me.
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