You’re beyond selfish
An addict to your trauma
Tell me your sweet lies again
You suckered me into your web of shit
But I’ve become your latest sin
Parasitic leech, you wonder why you hate your life
Discontent, you throw your words like daggers
I fell into you and I don’t know why
You’re just a glamour
A shadow of what you could’ve been
Throw me to the wolves, and gently say you love me
I turn my back, and you stab deep into the flesh
With a smile, and warm embraces
You pretend to defend
But,
I’ve found the verity
This is my life now
My decisions and my time
I pray you never forget me
Simply so you feel the loss
I kept your secrets
Acknowledged your lies
Quietly, I was idle by your side
But you let fear blacken your soul
Crumble what was left of your heart
When I turned away- simply to find my path
You angrily left, a storm of bullshit
Jealousy sweating from your pores
What a child you’ve become
What an ugly whore
I’ve found love, and happiness
You’re still sitting upon your throne of shit
You reap what you deserve
My dear sir
I’ve found the verity
This is my life now
My decisions and my time
I pray you never forget me
Simply so you feel the loss

 
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