Pour a shot of absolute and absolutely
Me and myself takin shots, and this bar makes us three
And once those benzos hit I have no room to complain
Just enough time to find me myself and maryjane
Shoulda rolled before i dropped cuz now im droppin all the bud
My words barely make sense but i swear im barely buzzed
Maybe i might've had enough, gunna cal it a night
But since ya offerin, vsure i'll take another vic
I'll just take a little bite and chase it with a screw drive
Then maybe take a ride, I'm ya favorite drunk driver
Pop a can of natty and unleaf another dutch
I think we got jiipped because this bud barely breaks up
He said it rolled out to a blunt but didnt mention how skimpy
Didn't that asshole see all these people ridin with me?
We should go back and fight him, but we all too sedated
Maybe another night kid, at some point we'll make it
We'll show him whose boss after the high wears off
When we sober up we can prove we ain't soft
Unless he proves he got me and gives me a free roxy
Then i won't unleash the beast, opiates tame the rotty
I have been clean and sober off my D.O.C
So i deserve a substitute, wouldn't you agree
I don't like dick and don't wanna eat and get fat
So I'll down a couple downers, whatchu think about that?
And be a surp surpin nigga, mixed drinks is my shit
At least its all legal, gotta keep it ligit
What you call abuse i know as survival
I'll be mixin juice while u skim thru the bible
I'll be cuttin loose while you live in denial
Yeah i walked those shoes, i got passed a mile
It's simply just my style to live a life too wicked
My habits i embrace while others try to flick it
i hope my words are stickin so at least i have a purpose
If they don't then im nervous that this whole lifes been worthless
The day i die with a needle or maybe a rope
I hope I die knowin I gave some kids some hope
Live life as a hero and die with pure pleasure
Your hearts the only thing you can use to measure
Just please do what eva its ya job to do you
When ya think youre flat linin ill help you to pull thru
Then again, shit, who am I to be givin out advice?
I was a junkie once so ima junkie for life
 
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