Oh no,
There it goes again

Just give me something to
Grasp.

This surge is so strong
I could gasp.

Search
Groping
Falling
Hoping

Still
I grasp nothing

Nobody
SOMEBODY!!

Oh please,
Somebody hear
Somebody see.

Isn’t there anyone who understands
This pain trapt within me?

Oh no,
There it goes again
Just when I think I am sane

Reminding me
Ever binding me
To this pressing fear
Once again.

Searching
Groping
Falling
Hoping

But there’s nothing
NOTHING!!

Desolation
And darkness
Are my only
Comrades
I hate them
as I hate myself
Both in the same degree.

Alone
I’m all alone

Is there a point to
This dark and depressing
Decree?

Why not end it now
I hate myself as it is

This life
This feeling
This strife

Just give me something to
Grasp

This urge is so strong
I could gasp.

A knife
A pill
A bridge

A startling crack echoes
Through the night
I’ve ended my life
With a barrel’s
Kiss.







 
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