I have a few questioned
For the man up stairs
My higher power
Yeah, the one up there

You know of my troubles
And the failures I've had
But things aren't changing
Do I have a right to be mad?

I've heard your word spoken
Through a hundred God seekers
Rang through churches
And T.V. speakers

Now tell me
What do I believe?
Whats in my heart?
What I perceive?

Or all the contradictions,
I've heard from my preachers?
The ones "who know your word",
The christian teachers?

I hear people talk about the Bible
What they get from certain parts
But not one damn word spoken
Of what they feel in they're hearts!

When I ask them "what they feel"
They qout the Bible
But in my eyes
Thats not reliable

I mean no disrespect
Atleast not to you
What I feel in my heart
Is what I believe to be true

I wasn't always this way
As you may know
I was like them
Just putting on a show

But now I've chose
To be more real
To believe whats in my heart
Because thats just how I feel

And while I'm at it
I need a few more answers
Like why mothers of young children
Die of breast cancer?

Why good women are burdened,
With abusive men?
Why people lie?
Or why good men sin?

Why people are poor?
Why mothers are sad?
Why kids go there whole lives
Without there dads?

Well, thats all for now
Thats all I want to know
Maybe an answer to these questions
Will help me grow
 
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