Lost in my head,
Confusion surrounds me
Questions all around
No answers to be found
Sadness, suffering
True happiness unknown to me
Forever lost, never to be saved
Only escape is death
I'm bound to mortality
They won't let me be free
Guilt, their feelings over me
Can't do it to them
Yet I suffer on and on
Never to be let go, never happy
Day to day existence choking me
Lone actess on the stage of life
Repeat peformance each day
Talks with friends, school, fights with parents
Never changing, never ending
Mask always on, true self never known
Can't let go, must hold on
For their sake, but what of my onw?
 
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