How can I miss someone I never had?
To feel sad for the loss of he, it just doesn’t add
Up, into the clouds, my mind starts to think.
The higher and higher I fly the lower my heart sinks.
The start stinks with the foul odor of deception.
My perception of this reception conjugates the inflection of my injection.
Dejection never feels right in the minds of the sane.
Reflections of my tears can be seen through the rain.
Was it for pleasure or for pain?
What is the reason you forgot my name?
To tame the unsettled heart is to control a wild beast.
The same question being asked are you happier not having me.
we can not be for I cared for thou more than thou cared for thee?
Are you now freed, does your heart too bleed?
All I can do is plead, to see your melodious smile.
Denial, plagues my consciousness,
As my grief launches this,
Bombardment of notions only,
Daunted by these emotions,
Which, confuses the weak minded
And though I walk through the valley of the shadow of you, I am blinded.
Grinded into a fine powder that dances with the wind
Over time such wounds will mend
And I shall wait till the end
To just be your friend
And then, all the rain will cease
And I will finally find my peace,
Amongst the ground
As the clock makes it last sound
That of thunder
And in your heart you will always wonder,
Why?
 
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