In the darkness
Of my mind
Crying over everything
I left behind

In the darkness
Of my heart
I hope nothing
Will fall apart

Im scared of what could happen
If i let all this out
The anger built up in my head
All the voices scream so loud
The moment of hurt
My life in pain
Wanting everything
To go sun from rain

My body is so pale
My eyes are so black
The thoughts are just screaming
All these chills up my back

My fingers tremble
My mind goes cold
When will I defeat this?
When will I be bold?

Im scared my worst fears
Will come to life
I wont go on!
I'll live a lie
I'll walk on knives
and Live in Fire
And want my life back
With so much desire
 
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