Deep within my chest,
I can feel this building up.
Leading to a scream,
I think I have had enough.
I can’t rely on false hopes anymore.
Because I let the silence slip through my hands,
And on the dirty floor.
My breath releases,
Thank god,
I was ready to explode.
It’s not easy knowing everything,
Always knowing the right things to say.
But I think I like it like this anyway.
So hold me,
Cradle me to your heart.
Maybe you can be the glue,
The glue that prevents me from falling apart.
I tried to tell myself,
That I could make it on my own.
That is until everything around me,
Began to fade into one tone.
Then you say, “baby I’m sorry for the thing’s I’ve said”
But the air around me is getting cold,
And your words are dropping dead.
The gears a shifting with rapid pace,
I think I’m ready to begin.
Then again, this was never a race,
And I am never going to win.
So, tell if I’m right,
It’s really get dark,
The day is turning night,
And really have to get home.
Your absence doesn’t worry me,
I does not bother me at all.
I guess it never did.
Oh god, I think I’m beginning to fall…
~*Chelsea*~
 
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