I'm not certain what to say or do.
My mind is freezing up when I talk to you.
You know I regret our past.
Simply because it couldn't last.

I loved you and got to know you well.
Somehow you put me under a spell.
Now I'm not sure what you see.
When you stop and think of me.

This is all too strange.
In my head and heart I just feel pain.
Though i know the words that I speak don't come out sure and true.
I can't seem to stop caring for you.

When you talk to me now you seem so surprised.
That I can still tell what you think and how you feel by your lies.
Did you forget that I knew you like I did?
Does your new girlfriend know that I almost had your kid?

I haven't forgotten anything about you.
It's all still there as I know 1+1=2.
Yeah I left you when you thought we were great.
You were gonna marry me...You said those words too late.

I feel the anger that you don't want to show.
Please don't let it grow.
Friendship is working out when I never thought it would.
Some words hurt eachother and lead to places that aren't good.

Lets try to keep them unsaid.
I want you in my life just not messing with my head.

Note: I wrote this when i was still in contact with my ex. Now we
aren't friends, and we never talk. I have now totally gotten over
tripping out about him, and I found someone who cares enough about me to
treat me right. People seemed to think that this poem was worth submitting
though, so I did.

 
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