A girl took a fall today
She had been in my class
now i think of her falling,
breaking up like glass
i wish i could have saved her
i wish i had been by her side
for no matter what the people told us
i knew it was suicide
cuting her wrists was to obvious
hanging herself was to hard
and she wouldnt want to be recogniesed as the girl who died
just because of name calling and endless bullying
that would lead to hours of depression
fear and crying
as i look back
to that day
i feel nothing but giult
but that is what we wanted wasnt it?
we didnt know it would lead to this
but we knew we hurt her
we are responsible for this
pain,sorrow and tears
i am a liar a cheat and a con
i denied knowing why she did that
and now, at the station i stand
on the edge of the platform
a knife in my hand
i will inflict more pain to myself
i deserve this
and as i fall,
i think,
did she feel this hwen she fell?
because i am
and this feeling is relief
 
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