Deep down inside
are so many insecurities
and fears
no one ever knowing
replacing all the smiles with tears

Sometimes I wonder
how did I get this way?
depression has taken over
my heart
I don't know if I can make it
through another day.

Losing your best friend,
never being good enough
for the only guy
you've ever truely loved,
being told you are an
embarassment to your parents,
all your hopes and dreams
seem to be coming to and end
theres no reason to live anymore

I cry myself to sleep
every night
my heart so hurt
and filled with fright
I think I've forgotten
how to be happy
forgotten how to be myself
sometimes i think this life
would be so much better
if i wasn't living at all.
 
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