My life's spinning
so out of control
and i just cant seem
to grab ahold.
So many fights
and so many words
they ramble in my head
and all other thoughts are blurred.
I'm never happy
too busy doing somthing dumb
once i get on good sides
more bad is sure to come
I have a perfect family
if only i wasnt their
if i could only go away
then, only then, will it be fair.
I cause so much pain
so much devastation
why cant i go to hell
the place i came from.
I'm like the angel of death
who brings pain and suffering to all
everywhere i turn
somthings bound to fall.
If only i could catch my life
before it spins too much
i could fix all things broken
and use them as a crutch.
But then again
its already too late
the expiration to grab ahold
is way past its due date.
I should have grabbed it
when it started to turn
now its spinning so fast
all thats left is to crash and burn.
Then life will be over
just for me
and no one will care
because the devils in hell
where it should be.
So i guess for me
i should sit and wait
for this hated devil
to be back in its crate.
 
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