Mom....here we are today your two baby girls all grown up.... can you see
us and what we have become?
one whos gone off on her own.... she has flown far far away from this
place,and had a family of her own a girl but of 27, and one who has yet to
to open her eyes to see this world for what it really is and take
flight.....just barley 16.......

Would you have have hurt us less if we were perfect in your eyes? would you
have yelled at us just to make us cry?or beat the hell out of us until we
screamed in agony?... I wonder that a thousand
times over.


what value do we have to you?what purpose do we serve?if any at
all.....sometimes we both wonder why
we are even here.... why we were even born in the first place....since we
mean absolutely nothing at all to you... why did you even keep us both, if
you didnt want
us, and you knew you were going to treat us this way from the beginning?

Especially when the only thing you cared about all along is the damn
bottle.....its
your only friend now isnt it? The bond between sisters is getting stronger
by the day as we are defeating this monster the demons of YOU.......... what
we
now have together is formed on years of pain,hardship and tears and they
will used as a weapon against you forever....


The hatred we share for you and what you have done to us a thousand
times over...is unmeasureable and endless......


The internal scars run through us both.Like the deep cuts of a sharp and
rusty knife. Slicing through our very souls....These wounds will never heal
they rot away at us more and more everyday.....


They will slowly eat away at whats left of us both, and they will continue
to do so
until the day we die.....The hell you put us through will not be
forgotten thats a promise.Thanks mom we owe it all to
you......

 
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