this is a story basically about my life and visions of things ..from
trying to commit suicide..........


i have to say that i once tried to do something and it could have hurt alot
of people not just myself.i only tried it once but i thought about it alot
......when-ever i would go to sleep(try to anyway) i would have these
visions and its not just when i sleep.... i see my principle at school
announcing on the inner thing saying that "students i am very sorry to
announce that one your your fellow classmates has passed away."and i
would see visions of people wondering who it was..the man said i am also
sorry to say that it was megan olano....i saw visions of people just
dropping theie book sacks and thingd falling to the ground bursting outin
tears....i saw justin my brother run into matthew my dream guy and saw
matthew crying very holy tears and justin went to hug matthew because he
knew that i loved him ...i saw justin fall to the ground crying and beating
his fists on the ground ...crystal my hero and best friend she had come late
to school that day ..and she went up 2 one of her friends and ask them why
everybody was crying ...and michelle her friend told her you better sit down
for this ...crystal still standing said what is wrong .michelle said crystal
its megan ..crystal said what about megan with a very worried face ....megan
isnt here anymore...crystal started crying and said michelle is megan
dead....?michelle started crying even more and crystal fell to her knees and
was crying out loud ...she would scream and holla megan ..nooooooo you cant
leave me.i need you ..i love you ....i saw raychel matthews girlfriend and
one of my best friends run to matthew and crystal and hug them both because
she knew that the only thing i didnt want to do was lose crystal and lose my
only true love matthew..i saw visions of everyone crying even the people
that didnt even know me they just knew that i was a good person...the people
crying and screaming and hollering brings tears to my eyes everytime i think
about matthew and crystaland raychel and justin ...because as i see all
those people cry and yell dont leave me i need you i love you it makes think
think how stupid i could have been to think no one cared .....one thing that
surprised me in my vision was that matthew said he loved me and that i
couldnt leave him ,that he needed a friend and person in his life like me
....

from all that stuff i can say that life is worth living up to 100% and life
is great

 
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