What is this that I see in the mirror everyday
What is this that I dream about all the time?
What is this time in my life that I can't stop from happening?
What is this thing that will not stop me from enjoying me?
What is this that I can't have happiness?
What is this person staring back at me when I look into their eyes?
How do I stop this from haveing me by the throat?
Someone needs to answer these question so that I can sleep at night.
I can't take these problem with me to bed because I will never wake up
but I need an answer.
When does the sadness end?
And when does it happen?
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