Don't you realize the pain you put me through?
Don't you realize the effects of everything you do?
Can't you see the hurt that you have caused?
You yell and scream and say with out a moments pause.

I need for you to understand what you are doing to me,
I want to grow up and have a normal family.

I don't want to have issues or guarded secrets.
I keep telling myself "no damage has been done, yet"

I love you and I need you but this will not do,
For I am child in pain
all because of you.

I want to have the moments that every kid should have,
Not memories of pain and hurt and always being sad.

I need for you to be my mom and not a lunatic
have faith in me and help me and hold me when I'm sick.

I need these things to grow up strong and hold my head up high
Not wither from people and fall apart and cry.

There are many reasons to love you, I know.
But if you loved me wouldn't you want to help me grow?

I beg of you and more I plea
Love me and hold me and help me be me.

Stand back and watch as I take flight
I'll make mistakes, and do as I might.

I will do wrong, but I won;t be defiant,
if you give me love and a little guidence.

I love you. You are the only mom I've got
I will be your support but know what I am NOT.

I am not your personal venting bag or hear to make your life hell
I am here because you brought me here, Not to listen to you yell

As life moves on I learn each day, to take what I can get, grow old, and
fade away.

That's the life you've made me want
To slide by under radar, not noticed at all.
To be a shadow in the back, the one who only crawls.

I wish that I could be the one who stands out from all the rest,
To let a man inside my world and give him all my best.

I'm not so sure I ever will, I'll probably do what you want me to

And end up just like you



 
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