She's in me
But she's not me
She hates me
But it's her body too
She slaps me
She hates me
But she's me.
She's the voice
She calls me a slut
She thinks i'm a bitch
Everyday I live,
on the outside
and when i lay
awake
staring at the ceiling
her voice rises from the air
like a ghost's
and she screams
these words in my ears
of a slut
and a whore
that is me
she reminds me
how pathetic i am
in all that i do
my heart may bleed
the moment her words attack me
but when i die
she dies too
and all i want
all i need
is her dead too
 
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